This afternoon my babe went off to airport, I couldn't send him and yet I'm still in school feeling moody.. Now, at this very moment, I can't control my tears from not rolling down.. Just wanna scream out loud that I really miss you... I am FREEZING now, PLEASE come by and help me to cover myself with your jacket or blanket or warm me up with your hugs... PLEASE DON'T GO... T.T!!
Your presents for me it's SUPER DUPER TOUCHING and all of them reminds me your smile, your face and the way you act like a kid.. I just miss that feeling of seeing you smile, laugh so so much.. Babe, come back here and don't worry I have room for you, I will fed you everyday and I will let you feed me as much as you can. Muleta, Lord of Fries, Harujuku, reminds me about you. It's hurt when I was all alone sometimes when I think about our time being together. However, sometimes I felt happy to have all those moment with you. I miss you.. Seriously miss you so so much... >.
"Please cover you chest babe, don't want you to get cold."
"I'm happy that I have the chance to come by and see my babe. This is all the work of praying everyday."
"I'm happy that I can see you smile, laugh, cry, although it's just 3 days time, it lets me feel like one whole year to see you smile, laugh and cry."
"1. You look the best when you smile/laugh. 2. Times passes so fast that 2 years will pass in a blink of eye."
" Babe, please don't cry, I'll come back soon I promise."
"Babe, don't worry I'll take good care of myself when I go to army. Please take good care of yourself for me okay? Please eat well and don't get sick."
"Babe, I really pray for your happiness cause I just love you so much."
"Babe, smile ok? When you smile the sun shines brighter then ever^^"
All these are from him. I just miss the expression when he said all these. The smile, it's really hard for me for not missing it. I will memorise all these as this is what you said to me.^^ Babe, if you read this, do you still remember you said all these before you went back to your place? It's touching.. Really... And sorry to break our promise again, I cried when I typed this out. As I miss you like mad.. Being worrying about how you are going to be in the army, I just feel heart pain as I really don't want you to get hurt.
I miss you so much here really... Like super duper.. T.T!!! And I wonder when can we meet and talk on phone again like usual... > ~
