♥ Holidays back in M'sia ♥

First day in Kuala Lumpur:

Hey guys this is my another proper blog within this month!! And this is about I came back home from Melbourne after all that pain suffered from the separation with your love ones.. Well, this day pretty good, wearing my new skirt and I found out that I really loved this skirt^^ So, I decided to take some pictures!!! ^^ Hahaha.. 

This is the whole piece of skirt^^ 

  

 This is me, well sorry for the eyes bag and dark circle as I had been crying a lot these days..< Missing someone >.< >

Me with a very thin makeup.. Well to me it is thin enough.. XD

 @I wonder how other girls can be so cute with this face?? o.O?? hahaha@

Showing off my new nails!! XD (Note: PINK LEOPARD!!!!! XD)

 Just me^^

 I wonder is this the best angle that i can get?? ^^

 Before i went out for a quick shopping!!^^ (P.S: FOX TAIL, it really did get me a lot of attention from other people in the shopping mall!! XD) >

Before I got onto my dad's car, I just realised that how warm the surrounding of Kuala Lumpur is! OMG~ It's like barbecued me on the barbecue kit, it's just it will be an ENORMOUS barbecue kit!! XD Our destination?? 1 utama!! I guess all Malaysian might heard of this name before! And this shopping mall is just crazily HUGE!!! XD Well the first thing that attracts my mum is this:

 Hand cream.. =.=!! But I forgot what brand it is.. Damn stupid! =.=!!

I noticed this when I was still in the middle of my shopping trip.. XD Is a COW and I know my best friend meng meng LOVES cow so I took a picture and uploaded it here and also at facebook!! XD

Well this is where I had my first lunch in KL after I came back from Melb!! Bah kuh teh!! I had been craving for it for like almost 3 months! XD 

 This is what we ordered: pig stomach, pig small leg, pig big leg, pig joint, vegies, pig intestine and you tiao!! XD

Another COW that I found in KL, a pencil case cow! XD I can tell meng meng will like it very much!!^^

After all that rush, because of the picture above =.= and also waiting for a long winded person to fetch us to KLIA, we finally reach there. And guess what?? Another distraction for my mum..=.=!! Baby toys.. What the... 

 Although it is so stupid but I found it quite interesting as there is JAPANESE WRITING all over the box!!! OMG~ XD

Well everybody will know that my mum bought the WHOLE SET of the toy for my baby sister.. =.=!! And i bet that happy face of my baby sister is an exchange of this damn EXPENSIVE toy... =.=!! However, we finally get to the waiting room for our plane back to Sibu.. But an unusual scene got our attention, CHECKING HAND CARRY??!!!!!! =.=!!Then the first thing came out from my mouth is: SHIT!!!!!!!!!!

But at last we found out that it is a process to reduce people's hand carries as the crew afraid that there is no space for all of them.. They took 2 boxes of ours to check-in and they also wanted mine but I said: " THIS ARE LAPPIES, and I don't think THIS SHOULD CHECK-IN?! " Then they left.. XD By the way this is NOT the worst part! When i saw my ticket it is at 14J!!! =,=!! What the fuck man, i am sitting at the emergency door!!! =.=!!!!! But still, thinking about going back to sibu to sleep on my queen size bed, it cancelled out everything.. XD After 1 hour and 40 minutes, we finally arrived in sibu!! But it's raining.. What the...

When we arrived home, the first scene I saw is this:

Love her~ ♥

 This is the 2nd scene that I saw when I just back in my house!! XD My QUEEN-SIZED bed!!!!! Hi babe!! Did you miss mama?? XD

 This is the Christmas Dog that i bought from KL so that I can decorate my bed!! ^^ Look at the hat.. XD

 This one, I called them "Sausage dogs!!!" But actually the proper name is Dachshund^^ Hehe < My babe loves Dachshund^^>

Then after the dinner and stuff, I decided to go to bed  at like around 2.30am Malaysia hour. I changed and I lied on the be holding all my "naw naw" and my babe's shirt and I fell asleep.. His scent is still there and I miss him... Really.. T.T!! It makes me feel like I am sleeping on his chest, nice and warm it's so sweet. By the way, did I mention about the dream that I had the previous night?? It woke me up around 4 times that night, tears rolling down my cheek, feeling so empty as everytime i woke up it was just my pillow not my babe.. T.T!!! BUT still, it was not the WORST! 

Second day in Sibu:

The WORST thing happened this morning.. NIGHTMARES!!!! I think I have been thinking of my babe too much as the dream was about him and it's HORRIBLE! In the dream, I was with him at Singapore and we were very naughty that we stole cars and wallets and stuff but we didn't mean it, it's just for fun.. However, when I tried to hide from all the police officers in a bus, the bus driver was shot and he accidentally crushed into my love and broke his leg and cut off his head! CUT OFF HIS HEAD EVERYBODY!!! T.T! And I was like what the!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG~ In that dream I was screaming for help and everything holding his head on my hands and I saw his lips moving saying : I LOVE YOU and he died. By that time, I really wanna kill the bus driver! But eventually he is dead too.. Then I woke up in the real world tears rolling down, and I quickly made a phone call to my dear and when I heard his voice, I screamed out THANK GOD! I have never been so worried and relieved before! I talked to him and told him what happened and he promised me he won't take a bus and although he need to he will be SUPER CAREFUL.. Love him so much~♥ 

Well after all these dramas, my dad brought me to this place called: RASA SAYANG to eat my favourite kampua.. ^^ I think it tasted okay but my mum said it is fabulous! lol.. XD

This is the place which is just behind my house lol.. ^^

 This is their menu.. What a simple menu they have... XD

 Kampua!!! My favourite!! ^^

 Laksa!! YUM YUM ^^

 Barley ice! This is what Malaysian call it^^

 While finishing my kampua, I saw this woman making something and my dad told me that she was making "bian nud" but is another delicious dish^^ hehehe...

After that we went back home, and guess what, me and my dad fell asleep on my sofa in the living room... And when I woke up my found out my baby sister's blanket is on me how cute!! XD By the way it is the time me and my dad to bath our dogs!!! XD This is the first day that me and all the dogs being so near together and these are the pictures.. .< >

 Dalmation No.1: Scooby^^

Dalmation No.2 & 3: Mickey and Debo

And this one is my favourite as it is so obedient!!! ^^ His name is Ti Toe, I know it sounds weird and I have no idea why my dad gave him such a funny name... XD

Ti Toe following my dad.. XD

 Look at that innocent face awww~~~ XD

 Look at him!! Look at the way he looks at me damn cute!!! XD

 Don't be unhappy, cheers!! XD

Look at his expression when I rubbed his tummy!!^^

 When he is resting on the carpet^^

 Look at those ears!!!! Awwwwww~ XD

After all that I went to take a bath as you know taking care of dogs is a very sweaty job^^ When I was relaxing in my room and trying to update my blog mum popped out and suddenly asked me to go out and have dinner. I was like WTF nobody told me about it and I thought we were going to have dinner at home. Well, after another rush I finally finish tidying up myself and on our way to the destination. (at the new bus station beside kuai ke li) < Note: DON'T GO THERE! >

Look at the pictures below, it looks delicious but TOTALLY TASTELESS!!!! EWWWWWW~ 

 Seafood soup

Salty fish plus pork

 Butter prawn

 Small corn

In order to make it up to me, my parents decide to bring me to the Sibu night market to buy some snacks that I love^^hehe...

 This is how it looks like^^

 Dad walking pass... =.=!!

 Fruit stall..

 Bananas... ^^

 And this is my favourite~!!!! I called it HALF MOON^^ Damn nice! hehe

 Yum yum^^

 Egg tart^^ ~ ♥

More egg tarts!!!^^ hehe 

Xiao long bao for my baby sister.. XD

I think I call this a day.. ^^ So this is what happened these 2 days and now I am on my bed, sore hands and eyes but still I am too STUBBORN to not finishing my blog. And I did it!! I finished writing it^^ Happy~ But now is 1.34a.m Malaysia time, and I think I better off to bed now as my babe slept quite a long time ago so I must sleep too^^ By the way, guys! Hope you enjoy reading my blog^^ hehehe.. Have a nice day^^

P.S: Babe, I really miss you here and love you.. Please take good care of yourself and enjoy your holidays^^

The poem that my babe wrote for me... T.T!!!

This is what he wrote to me:

Connie K

I know a girl,

who lays by a tree.

Her eyes are filled,

with agony.

The man who carved,

her love story.

Pulled apart,

for his nation set free.

Oh my baby wipe your tears.

don’t worry my sweetheart,

 I’ll be back here for sure.

Keep me in mind,

i will always be near.

You are my beauty,

 my lover my dear.

I know right now,

 your eyes are sore.

But stay as you are,

the girl i adore.

Just wait i’ll come knocking,

 on your door.

And we’ll be together,

 forever more.

Hold my shirt baby,

in remembrance of me.

Not long from now,

i’ll be in it you’ll see.

You’ll not live alone,

but in my company.

And soon create,

our own family tree.

If i were to look back,

on that day.

I wouldn’t have changed things,

in any way.

My time of perfection,

would always stay.

Just like my love,

to Connie K.

P.s: Hey there, I wish that you did follow my blog and read it everytime as this blog reflex all my emotions and true feelings about my life, I promise will update it everyday in order to let my best friends and you to read... Love you~♥

♥ My true feeling and the truth ♥

Hey everybody, it has been a long time that i didn't update my blog but today it will be the day a SPECIAL day which is 2 days before I leave Melbourne for the year end holiday.. Why is it SPECIAL?

This is the truth review:

Well, I fall in love with this guy, a guy who loves me much more than he loves himself. Although it is not a very long period of time, but it has been mostly 7 months. This 7 months can be classified as the sweetest days I have been through these days. He is the one who let me trust so much in love, love is the sweetest and how you feel when you really fall in love with somebody..

At first when I met him in my biology class, the first sight and the first impression on him it's just: WHAT A NERDY GUY, HE LOOKS RETARDED! WHO WILL WEAR A COAT DURING SUMMER?  However, this feeling never access to me again after I really get to know him. He is the FUNNIEST person I ever met. Sometimes he is really retarded but still I like to hang out with people like him^^ Well long story can't finish it here but you know things happen. 

Jump to the main point, he need to go back to his hometown to attend the national service for the next 2 years. But we just started, and everything just starts to become perfect and I just moved my stuff to my new room today with him, the fate of I am going back to Malaysia is just in 2 days. We just left 2 days to be together before he goes to his army thing. The pain of separating the bond between two people?? It's just too pain for me to accept the fate. I read his poem few nights ago and my tears just rolled down when I finish reading it and I loved it. This is the poem:

There we were, out on park's bench,

Laughing, playing, sipping french.

We used to lock, our small cold hands,

But to London, they had you sent.

There you go, so far from home,

I hate the silence, being alone.

Absence of your voice, from my phone,

A chance for me to move along.

I read the papers to clear my mind,

But thoughts of you laughing, never left me behind.

I thought but sure, London is fine,

Letting you leave, sure i was blind.

I can't let my tears hold, I call out your name,

Hoping within, that you'd do the same.

Out on the play field, I've lost the game,

I might as well be, a beggar a lame.

I go out with Cindy and Cathrina too,

But all I can think of, is my time with you.

Never a moment, with nothing to do,

Now I just sit here, and pine for you.

I long for your kisses, over again,

You are my lover, my best friend.

I wish to be in, your arms again,

I sit all alone in our park's bench.

I dropped our picture, on the floor,

I leave, I can't take it anymore.

I walk through my large, gray front door,

And there you stood, you didn't leave me at all.

You took me out, to our bench again,

The place we first met, my love, sweet Jen.

You picked up our picture, and dust off the sand,

You held my hand, and all's right again.

Now my heart just like being torn apart every time I saw my calendar. 2 days.. Should I be happy or should I be sad? Tears just can't stop rolling down on my cheeks.. Just unfair, so unfair.. Whenever I think about next year my life without him, my heart just feel damn pain and I know somehow to some of you 2 years doesn't mean anything but to me being separate for 2 years it's just a pain.. Not fair really NOT FAIR!
* To him: I really love you, I do.. And I will wait for you until you're back so don't you worry alright? ^^ Love you...♥

♥我好想知道我的心到底还有几分是你的...♥

这篇日记是全属以我的心情来编写的所以我今天就来点不一样的色彩吧！^^♥♥

近来，我的心情好忐忑不安，七上八下，事情总是不顺利，感觉有些事总是不对。。我到底是这么了？O.o?说到我的感情世界，老实说，我的心一向来都只是“那一个人”独占的， 但我却发现近来有个人却悄悄的，一步一步的往着这方向走来。。 他，是我不该爱上的人。。 爱上他，没结果，没未来，总之，

爱上他就是一个 错误！！错误！错误！

一直在我心里的那位，五年了，整整五年了， 我不对你说不是因为我想显现我很伟大，是因为我看到你快乐，幸福，不想给你不必要的困扰，更重要的是： 我还想跟你当一辈子的好朋友啊！ 回忆里写着的点点滴滴，看到你与我一起玩乐的样子，我心里也觉得好快乐，很享受那种感觉。 虽然这些日子我的确掉了不少泪水，我的心不知道折腾了多少次，甚至对外来的伤害都完全没知觉，麻了，因为受过的伤数也数不清。。你现在有特定的交往对象我很开心，因为你的心终于定下来了，思想一天比一天的稳重，少了你以前那股冲动我想，你的春天就是现在了吧！^^ 爱你，虽然很苦但我很开心因为我认识了你，看到你快乐，看到你那充满着温暖气息的笑容我真的很满足。。 可是，我在想，是不是时候该放开我向你敞开的双手呢？

近来，我对一个我从来就不想太多的人有了情动初开的感觉，说不说的上是情窦初开呢？我想不是吧！就只是超出对一个朋友所有的关心吧！我不想公开也没打算这么做因为我不想把事情搞得很僵，以平常的态度，平常的心情对待就行了！说不定那只是一个错误的信息，说不定那只是一瞬间的磨擦。。 我爱的人由始至终就只有你，其他人休想给我闯进来！

《朋友就是朋友，我不会一二再再而三的超越那我们都无法解释，无法认清的界限。。 我不想再有更多的误会更多无须的争执，一切就只是因为“情”字，我个人觉得不值，费力气，费精神！》

注：“但有时他不知情所做的事，却有股伤痛的感觉，太偏袒？吃醋？我真的不知情。。一般朋友所做的事我从不过问，但为什么就只有他，他所做的一切，却这么吸引我的注意？是因为他的特别？还是他的天真？他，是我在我的人生中所见过最特别的人。。我从来就没想过世上会有这么样的一个人，他有时很神秘，我完全捉摸不到他的构思，我觉得好空白，但我总觉得我可以让我对他的空白添上色彩^^但有时我真的很难受，因为我知道我不该爱上他。。”

“爱上一个不该爱上的人，是一种错误。。天大的错误！”

＊爱上自己的好朋友，你到底知不知罪啊，高稳雯！！＊

♥~Life with Eunice~♥

"Low Profile Day"with Eunice and we SHOCKED everyone!!^^

That day, I put my NEW cap on which I bought it at the "SOCKS CLUB" in Melbourne Central, basement level.. XD Seriously, I ♥ Leopard Stuff!!! XD

PS: This series of photos are our TRUE-self!!! XD

I was trying to be "LADY-LIKE" that time but Eunice was just being herself!! XD

Cheese!!!! XD < What?! I don't love cheese that much!! Do you think I am a MOUSE?? > XD

Acting CUTE again... XD 

By that time, I came out with an idea :" Hey, Eunice! Let me try to squeeze out my baby face to show that I am so YOUNG!!! " XD

Eunice!!! What happened?? What so SOUR?? XD 

I seriously LOVE this picture!!!! ROAR!!! XD

*Peace*^^

Korean Connie and Japanese Eunice!!! XD hehehe~♥

Try to be COOL!!! XD 

Well, by that time we were trying to measure how LONG is our tongue!! XD XD

*SHY**SHY*~♥

Connie and Eunice again!!! XD 

Lunch at Old Town Mama Kopitiam at QV

If I am not mistaken, I think we had our lunch at around 3p.m with meng meng and meng na(er jie). Well, I think we were too EXCITED that time and we ordered bunch of food which we couldn't even FINISH EATING THEM!! OMG~

On our desk are:

Roti Tissue

Old town 3-colour-tea

Roti Planta

Roti Canai^^

Term Break in Sibu~

Well, after that day, I went again.. I went back home in Malaysia again to spend my term break. Before I went to airport, Eunice sent me in front of the Unilodge and her eyes were WATERY. I felt GUITLY again... Lol...

I took this picture just right after I went to the graveyard visiting my grandpa.. but before that, I CHANGED MY HAIR COLOUR!!! XD

Well, I really enjoyed my days in Sibu, as I met the person I wish to meet for so many days.. He is good, still looking great^^ And as I aspected, he brought his girlfriend back home.. I have GREAT memories about that^^

Thanks to Karina^^ Love ya~ ♥

Back in KL again and that day was the day I needed to return to Melbourne again... LOL! SAD SAD SAD!!! T.T!!

But still I tried to cheer myself up and I usually SUCCEED!! ^^

My outfit that day^^

I think I do prefer sticking my tongue out when I take pictures of myself^^hahahaha... XD

OMG~ I am so PALE!!!!!!! @.@!!!

After all that, I back in my BUSY Year 11's life again...=.=!! Really TIRING DAYS these days.. Haih... But I believe that my life will be still full of FUN as I know Joe who is my classmate in Year 12 Biology.. He is really FUNNY!! XD

Follow my blog then you will know more^^ hehehe... Love ya guys!! ♥

XOXO

@Huai Huai@