A heart pain night for me... T.T!!

My heart being torn apart..

This afternoon my babe went off to airport, I couldn't send him and yet I'm still in school feeling moody.. Now, at this very moment, I can't control my tears from not rolling down.. Just wanna scream out loud that I really miss you... I am FREEZING now, PLEASE come by and help me to cover myself with your jacket or blanket or warm me up with your hugs...  PLEASE DON'T GO... T.T!! 

Your presents for me it's SUPER DUPER TOUCHING and all of them reminds me your smile, your face and the way you act like a kid.. I just miss that feeling of seeing you smile, laugh so so much.. Babe, come back here and don't worry I have room for you, I will fed you everyday and I will let you feed me as much as you can. Muleta, Lord of Fries, Harujuku, reminds me about you. It's hurt when I was all alone sometimes when I think about our time being together. However, sometimes I felt happy to have all those moment with you. I miss you.. Seriously miss you so so much... >.

"Please cover you chest babe, don't want you to get cold."

"I'm happy that I have the chance to come by and see my babe. This is all the work of praying everyday."

"I'm happy that I can see you smile, laugh, cry, although it's just 3 days time, it lets me feel like one whole year to see you smile, laugh and cry."

"1. You look the best when you smile/laugh. 2. Times passes so fast that 2 years will pass in a blink of eye."

" Babe, please don't cry, I'll come back soon I promise."

"Babe, don't worry I'll take good care of myself when I go to army. Please take good care of yourself for me okay? Please eat well and don't get sick."

"Babe, I really pray for your happiness cause I just love you so much."

"Babe, smile ok? When you smile the sun shines brighter then ever^^"

All these are from him. I just miss the expression when he said all these. The smile, it's really hard for me for not missing it. I will memorise all these as this is what you said to me.^^ Babe, if you read this, do you still remember you said all these before you went back to your place? It's touching.. Really... And sorry to break our promise again, I cried when I typed this out. As I miss you like mad.. Being worrying about how you are going to be in the army, I just feel heart pain as I really don't want you to get hurt.

I miss you so much here really... Like super duper.. T.T!!! And I wonder when can we meet and talk on phone again like usual... > ~

♥ Just being random and stories about those days I didn't mention^^ hehehe.. ♥

One day before I went to Singapore:

Well this day, I was looking for new Korean Songs dreadfully as I had been a while didn't update my music library, especially SNSD 3rd Mini Album - Hoot, and 2PM's I'll be back, and also T-ARA, Kara, and my favourite group SHINEE!!!! XD

SNSD Hoot

2PM I'll be back

T-ara

Kara

SHINEE!!! XD

And I hope that I won't be caught for downloading too much songs... >.ONEW in SHINEE is damn CUTE!!!!!! XD hehehehe see this photo below:

See how CUTE he is!! XD

Meng Meng's Birthday^^

Meng Meng's birthday is on 15th Jan and it's super near my baby sister's birthday.. That day I had a super duper BRAVE move! Putting on my eyelashes and it actually did look like a Japanese style girl!! XD 

And 

It came out like this: 

Sorry for the bad quality of the photos but I think the lashes did fit to their purpose! XD Happy that I actually bought it! ^^ And BAD NEWS is : Dolly wink no.1 TOTALLY as in TOTALLY out of stock in Singapore and KL.. T.T!!!  

Singapore Trip~ ♥

Singapore Trip? Sounds relaxing but actually it's totally another version of ARMY TRAINING!! T.T!!! Everyday woke up at 8 in order to get ourselves ready for the shopping season.. OH GOSH!! Everybody said shopping needs $$$$$$$$$$$ but to me shopping needs ENERGY! I walked for the whole day with my mum and her shopper holic < is it that how it spells?? Not very sure >.< > sickness we actually shop 3 days 3 nights NON-STOP! =.=! But still it's worth as I bought a lot of stuff and get to see my dear BABE!!! Hehehehe.. Not face to face but secretly.. XD bahahahaha.. 

The other thing is I actually met my old schoolmates at Singapore whose mum is my mum's best friends..=.=!! World is still too small for me.. lol.. By the way, here is her photo (I don't wish that she can see this..>.<)

The girl on the right that's her.. Victoria Hii^^ Her first impression to me, she is SUPER DUPER TALL!!! T.T!

And yet she is now in Melbourne studying the same school as mine again.. Living in the same building and I am looking forward to meet her when I get back in Melbourne next month^^ She is adorable and lovely^^ Most importantly, she has the same topics as me!!! XD bahahahahaha.. Hope that she will be doing fine in her MUFY course.. Goodluck to her!^^ And everybody else too! XD

*I guess that's all for tonight guys! Talkative girl still need some rest to boost up herself in order to update her blog everyday!^^ 

Next topic : Exhausted Holiday =.=!!

XOXO

♥ 18th of December 2010!! XD ♥

Trying New Makeup Day!

 Well, still remember that day, it's after I went to the saloon that I always go to re-dye my hair^^ My new hair colour is a bit dark but now it's alright as hair colour will fade^^ XD And now I am happy with my hair colour now.. XD That day, I sat in the saloon for almost 5 hours and because of the previous nightmare it made me even more hard to stay awake... >.

After I went back home, I read through all my Popteen Magazine and I found out there is a BRILLIANT new makeup skills for me!!! XD But still, I don't think I actually got the right way... T.T!!! However I still like the makeup^^ Hehehe...

This is before the make up.. Small eyes...>.<

 This is after I put on all those eyeshadows and fake lashes...

 The far view of the makeup^^

 This is with both eyes^^

And clearer view..^^

What do you guys think about this makeup?? Nice or not nice?? XD For me it's still okay but still The eyelashes makes me not that comfortable... >.<

XOXO.... ♥

♥ Tiring day plus LAZY day~ XD ♥

Holidays in Sibu:

Apparently I guess this is one of the laziest day of my life.. OMG.. Even lazy enough for not updating my blog.. XD hahaha.. Btw this will be a very brief blog.. hahaha.. Woke up in the morning, and my breakfast is this: 

My favourite dishes are all here!!!! XD

Char xiao bao and yam kueh.. XD hehehe...

Egg tarts and "half moon"!!!! XD

As usual, after my breakfast, I chat with my babe but that day is special as that day was the last day he stay in Melbourne, so we barely talk as he was like having a last minute packing.. XD Boys... Well, while I waiting for 4.30p.m to arrive,  I watched TV and so on.. Like usual everyday the same nothing change at all.. Honestly, I hope it will change as I really wanna have some friends that can be bitching up with me and have fun during this holiday. However, the truth is there is nobody there.. Well there is but THEY ARE ALL HAVING SPM.. T.T!! 

When 4.30p.m was here, I went out to play with my dog again!! XD I couldn't get it why they always quarrelling or I should say FIGHTING?lol.. But still, they are still as ADORABLE as I think they are^^ hehehe.. Hey don't think that playing with dog"S" is an easy job! My doggies are damn hyper active and sometimes just makes you damn tired!! XD BUT! I still love to play with them. Why?? BECAUSE I AM A STUBBORN HEAD! XD

Ti Toe under the bench.. XD

Exhausted Scooby-like,.. XD

He was trying to lick my phone but still, TOO LATE!!! BAHAHAHAHA

That night's dinner was my favourite as my grandpa prepared a lot of my favourite dishes!! XD

Ikan bilis!!! XD

Lady finger!^^

Small fried fish

"wu chang rou"

Vegetables!! hahaha (and i know someone doesn't like it very much!^^)

And desert! Green bean soup!! XD damn nice.. I ♥ it!!! XD

This is what a call another day.. And I hope there is some changes to it but still.. Haiz... DX Btw it's time to go on to another passage!! XD 

XOXO

♥ Sleepless night plus a furious day.. =.=!! ♥

Holidays in Sibu:

Hi everyone^^ Well this is about yesterday which is on 8th of December.. To me time passes SUPER fast as actually the day of iPhone 4 white coming out in market is around at 11th Of December^^ Hahaha.. I can't wait for getting one of those^^ Anyway, this is about yesterday the sleepless night I had.. At around 6.32p.m Melbourne time, I called my babe and he answered.. As everybody will know, my babe was still half asleep. I felt SUPER BAD calling him like that without considering his feeling and his health. So, I decided to convince him to hang up the phone and he did. However, I was still carrying that emptiness trying to make myself exhausted so at least I could close my eyes. I played games that I just installed in my iPhone 3GS. But still, I was TOO awake! Playing games until like 7.32a.m in the morning, my eyes FINALLY surrender from all this radiation from my phone and I slept. After a few hours, my mum budged in my room and woke me up.. And I was like WHAT THE.... Still, I woke up with a pair of sleepy eyes.

After washing up myself, I went down to my dining room and I saw these!!!! My favourite "kueh" XD It's actually, well I can say Malay and Chinese snacks..^^

 OMG~ My favourite!!!! XD

 Panggang^^ Malay snacks^^ hehehe

 And this!!!! LAKSA!!!!! XD My babe love this a lot but still he doesn't know how ours taste like.. But I CAN GUARANTEE that OURS is BETTER than PENANG LAKSA!!! XD

 Shaw Mai^^ hehehe

After all this, as usual, I watched TV in my mum's room while chatting with my dear at msn and skype^^ And I would wait for 4.30p.m, which is when my doggies had been fed and finish their BIG business^^ So that I can actually play with them and train them plus fed them some pet snacks^^ hehehe.. When 4.30p.m was here, Sibu started raining. Not very heavily but still it stopped all of us from going out and play. So, no pictures, no fun... >.

However, after I put them in their cages, I went back in my house, sitting on my sofa and started watching TV with my grandparents. However I was not even concentrating as I was sms-ing with my babe to know that how is he doing for that day.. ^^ Not long after that, I saw lights came through the glass, not strong but I could tell that's my parents' cars light. Parents were back and we had our dinner together^^ Last night dinner, I had both of my favourite dishes: 

 "Ba Zheng soup"

 Tomato and Egg^^

Finishing up my dinner, my mum wanted to get something from night market. So, we set off to night market still as crowded as last last night but still the stall that sells the stuff that my mum wanted was still not opening.. My dad just bought us some of the "half moon" that I mentioned in my last blog and some "doufu hua" and some handmade soya milk for last night supper.. XD

 I really love "half moon" ~♥

"Doufu hua" This is one of my favourite too!^^ As it is a desert and it's watery^^ hehehe..

But guess what? After last last night insomnia, I FELL ASLEEP in my dad's car while he was still getting all these stuff. I guess it's the outcome of drinking the "ba zheng soup" but still thanks to it as I slept very well last night^^ 

Well my next blog will be on today's activities^^ hehehe.. Hope that my dear friends will like my blog.. XD

XOXO~♥