~我的往事~(^.^)

Well, I am going to talk about what have I did on Sunday and yesterday as I was too busying dealing with my assignments and so on. Well, Sunday was really quite boring until Jennifer invited us to go to her birthday dinner at night at her apartment. I was really so in a sudden and I had no idea what to buy for her as her parents were in the Melbourne at the moment but they went back this morning. But Meng Yi and Amelia decided to buy her a present on her exact birthday so I think i am going to do that as well. In my mind, I always being and having a good impression in front of the parents of my friend so I decided to put some concealer to cover up my dark circle as I was really too tired and exhausted these days. Well, I was really quite happy with the results^^

At around 6.00p.m, we gathered at the ground floor of the hostel and we decided go to Jennifer's house on foot. I thought Sunday will be also a warm day but I guess I was quite wrong as that day was quite windy. However, it was quite okay for me although I was wearing shorts and thin clothes with a leopard scarf. When we reached there, Jennifer's mother was still preparing the dinner and on the table, we can see there were a lot of delicious dishes on it and it smelt like HOME for me. Her parents are really kind and friendly person and I was enjoying talking with them. Well, all of us were starving that time and we couldn't wait to have the dinner. Haha..

"J"stands for Jennifer and this potato mash is made by her.. Good job Jenni^^

Wah~ My beloved "Be Ding Tong".XD Cooked by Jenni's mother, really delicious..XD

Curry Curry, I LOVE YOU!!!XD

糖醋排骨，真的很好吃！

Chocolate Birthday Cake!!XD

Here are some photos of us when we were having our dinner and playing around..^^

OMG!!Noob, don't keep on eating, look at the camera okay?XD

Jennifer and her family^^ Sweet~

From this picture, you can see that how delicious then dinner is..XD Everybody is eating!!!OMG~

Girls ruled over the WORLD!!!^^

Amelia, Meng Yi and Me.. Stupid looking me..(>.<)

亲爱的Jennifer, 生日快乐^^

Jennifer's mother and I can tell she is really a good cook!^^

In this picture, Deric is the one who is gay with the handbag!XD

I was not WELL PREPARED!XD

BOYS~haha

Group photo! Yoyo!!^^

Jennifer and Meng Yi on the 14th floor balcony!!^^

Jennifer, Me and Noob!! I was so scare when I stood on the 14th floor balcony, it is so high above the ground!!!XD

Well, the conclusion is, I really love the dinner and really thanks for Jennifer's parents for preparing the dinner for us. Don't worry Mr and Mrs Ngu, I will buy a present for Jennifer really soon.^^ Haha..

How about on Monday? Well, that day was so boring as well but I bought 3 pairs of fake nails which looks really gorgeous and I will put those photos here tomorrow as I am quite tired today. 

For today, well, today is quite a sad day for me as today is the last day for me to meet Soo Jin and tomorrow I am going to Wetlands for my biology excursion. It heard like really interesting and I think I will really look toward it^^ And for sure, I am going to take a lot of photos during my excursion!^^ That's all for today, night!^^

XOXO

坏坏女孩

(T.T)Exhausted me...(T.T)

This morning, I was having a really bad aching back and my whole body couldn't even move..=.=!! I spent a night in Meng Yi's room and unusually, her room was warmer than mine last night, but still okay for me as I was SERIOUSLY EXHAUSTED! The 1.2 km run had bring me down to HELL, I told myself, no more next time! 

There was nothing special for today as both of us were so lazy and tired to go shopping and walk around in the city but we decided to buy ourselves lunch at Rose Garden where is not far away from our hostel. However, we ended up with going to the HSBC because I reminded her that she needed to go to the bank today. "LUCKILY", the HSBC bank was closed, so we decided to walk back to Melbourne Centre to meet Bella and have a look at the new fake nails set that had arrived. But, Bella was not working today. So, we bought ourselves one cup of Lucky Cup each and we went to the Rose Garden to buy our lunch, I had a plate of Black pepper chicken rice while Meng Yi had a plate of 酶菜扣肉饭 both of those were really delicious..

Well, basically, we were playing our own laptop during the whole day until we heard that Vincent and others are going to have steam pot tonight but I thought the plan was ruined. So, Meng Yi came out with an idea of going out together tonight and just 4 of us to have our own Steam pot Party. At first, I was thinking about maybe I am going to have a nap or something else instead of going out as I was really exhausted! However, I didn't want to ruin the atmosphere and everyone's expectation, so I just go to have a bath and dress up myself.(+.+) But still, I was so LAZY!!!! 

Honestly, I didn't regret to have the STEAM POT dinner tonight as I really enjoyed it.^^ Well, I think I just stop here as I am really tired tonight, but I swear that there will be another interesting story from me tomorrow night as I am going to play badminton with my friend, Cherry and hopefully I can meet the boy who I saw at the very first time I went to the badminton game. Because, he is AWESOME and SWEET looking^^...haha... Did I sound like a BITCH??XD

Anyway, have a sweet dream everybody^^

Tiring AcTiviTy dAy!!!!

7.40a.m, very obviously, I woke up late today. This is because today is my Year 10 activity day^^After I finished preparing, I went to school with Meng Yi but when we reached school, it was just 8.42a.m. However, my meeting time is 9.30a.m..=.=!!! I reached school like 45 minutes earlier.. Damn it! But I was lucky this morning as I saw my team member, Jean, who is really tall and thin, and he is a vietnamese. Haha.. So, I went to meet him outside the common room and I saw Wyman who is my sweet enemy during my school camp last few months ago. His mum is a Japan citizen and he can understand Japanese which is my most favourite language^^ He is still the same, same hairstyle, sleepy looking, floppy, and still FAT!!XD

After then, we started to chat and talking something that could not make any sense. But I really enjoyed our conversation as we had been a while we didn't talk to each other since last term after we finished our camp. Not really long time after that, my NEW ENEMY, Paul, who is having a blonde strange looking hair, came to the chairs in front of the common room. He was still in his SWEET DREAM as his eyes told me that^^ We had a small argument between each other which I felt is quite sweet. After and after, more and more people came, Sally was sitting beside me and I was so surprise that she is so NORMAL which is out of my expectation!!!! I couldn't imagine that our INSANE GIRL will acting that normally! Maybe she received a bunch of treatment back to China last term which made her so NORMAL this term!!!^^ Actually it is really bad to talk about it like that but it is my real thought from my heart. We went to our destination, Flagstaff Park which is not really far away from our school on foot. During our walk, the wind was so strong that I could feel that I couldn't even go straight forward when the wind blew towards me! The wind blew up all the dust, leaves, small brunches and even TRASH! And they hit my leg as I was wearing a sporty short and it was PAIN!T.T Paul was keep on playing with my bun hair on the way we went to the park. It was annoying sometimes but fair enough^^ 

At first, we were divided into 4 groups as we were told during our homeroom and I am in the group of William. For the soccer and footy section, they were the first to go to have their warming up which was running around the court. Well, for us, running section, our first mission was to warm up ourselves by running the whole way round the border of the Flagstaff Park which you can't even imagine HOW FAR IS IT?! We were told each person in each group is going to run for 1.2 km which is really FAR!! I hate it but I have no choice as I don't know how to play either soccer or footy. The teacher in charge brought us to see our runway and leaded us to do some stretching. Today's weather is really perfect for going out to do some exercise^^

After we finished our warming up, the competition was started. Out of my expectation again, Kim and Jean decided that I am the first runner of our group and I can tell how STRESS was that! Well, Joey was the second runner, Jean was the third and Kim was the first runner. I found out that there was a disaster when I knew that my competitor were all boys for other 3 groups and I was the ONLY GIRL!! When I heard the whistle, I didn't care that whether my competitors were boys or girls and I just ran for my life! But I think I had make a serious mistake at the start of the run, I speeded up and I felt exhausted when I reached the 2nd corner. OMG!! I felt like DIEING!!! I used my mouth to breathe in more oxygen but I don't think it was a good idea as today's wind is really strong which blew all the dust and dirt into my mouth which made my throat not feeling really well. Guess what I was the last one in the first round, I felt terrible but Kim comforted me that I was good enough as I was competing with boys.. Tell you guys one thing, Jean is my HERO!!! He was really fast and he helped all the members in our group to win  the running section^^ I was so happy and I danced with joy!!!! 

After that, I was forced to join the soccer group..=.=!!! I don't even know how to play soccer why I needed to join the soccer team???!!! MD.. Guess what? I think I was really a JERK and I was not the one who is hitting the ball but the ball was the one who hits me in my face! How painful it was! OMG~ I felt like my jaws were not in the right place! Haiz.. But it was really a good news that we were having pizza for lunch! And it was a delicious lunch!!! I love it~haha..

We finished our activity day like around 1.30p.m and I walked back to hostel with Soo Jin and behind her back, me and Do Youn and others had planned a SURPRISE PARTY for her...XD I was really excited to see how is her expression!!!^^ So as usual, I will make up and dress perfectly to attend this kind of party although it was really sad for me^^ At first, Do Youn decided to go to Karaoke but others were thinking of having a delicious dinner.. So our last decision is, WE ARE GOING TO HAVE DINNER!!! So, I met them at the ground floor of the school and I found out that I was the only one who is dressed. Or I should say, I was the only one who has time to dress myself up..XD So, we went to the restaurant which is quite near from our school and it just took for 5 minutes or even less to reach there and Do Youn called Soo Jin as far as we reached the restaurant. It is a sweet little small Korean Restaurant which is really good in cooking delicious korean food and I really enjoyed it^^ Just when Soo Jin came to the restaurant she was really surprise with all of us and the cake we put right on the table,. She was just keep on saying WHAT IS THAT? And I found out that it was really amusing me^^ I could see that Soo Jin was really touch to our plan and I was so glad that she did^^ Because, she is my best friend ever in Melbourne and I am going to miss her deadly next term..T.T!!!
Well, today is Karina's birthday and I had great her last night when it was 12a.m in Melbourne and I still wish to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY again to her in here. So wish her dreams will come true^^ And I think that's all for today as I was really exhausted by the "SHORT RUN" today, so I am going to bed now.. So tata..
From:XOXO(^.~)

~I am still Missing Him~

8th September, a LONELY day for me. Soo Jin is not coming to school since the first line of the class. I didn't receive any text from her, no calls, no news about her. I guessed, she is going to her new school to see around. I guess it is a good start to let me get use of the days without Soo Jin around after this holiday. Well, I felt sucks! I just want Soo Jin to accompany. Don't misunderstand me, I am not a lesbian but I am just a girl who needs a friend really much. During Maths class and Business class, I was sitting alone, not talking too much which is considered as unusual thing that happened on me. Well, it did happen to me today. Just because of Soo Jin is not around me. When I finished my Business class, I tried to call Do Youn   and invited her to have a lunch with me but, what I got is, no answer. She didn't even answer my call. It was fine for me although it was quite hurt. Luckily, I met Fay who is in the same class with me during my ESL class, she is a cute girl, always being overacting and my ESL teacher, Mr. Villella finds out that she is an interesting girl and so do I^^ She and her friends or I should say one of them is not really considered as friend but a "PARASITE". I had no choice for that moment so we went to the student common room at the ground floor together. I think the luck is playing around with me as we found out that the common room is crowded with students and it is quite unusual to happen at that time. So, we decided to wait for a sit to have our lunch. After we waited for around 20 minutes, we finally got a table which is enough for all of us. I never had that kind of feeling before and I was embarrassed to find a topic to talk to them. They are so QUIET! So, I just sat still and finished up my lunch as quickly as I could.

The next class was Health. I was still alone. But in the same bench of mine, there are still Virginia and Minnie who I usually talk to. Today, Mr. Somsie asked us to finish up all the tables about the amount of Kilo joules(energy) depends on the type of food in the list. OMG!! That was terrible and annoying!!! I really hate finding out all those food in the lists that full of ANT'S WRITING. Urghhhh... I tried to finish it as there was no Soo Jin around and at the same time, I found out that Jeanie, who is the only one I know and same class with me in the Year 11 Biology was also away as well. How SUCK is that?!

Well, after Health class, I hang out with Virginia and she had her lunch. This is my FIRST time hang out with a INDONESIAN. I usually hate indonesian when I was still in Malaysia as both of my maids are Indonesian. But, I found out that it was quite interesting to hang out with her as she is quite funny sometimes^^

Biology class, another DISASTER! We were having a new teacher whose name is Ms. Azmitia although she prefers we call her Ms. A. She is a training teacher who is going to teach us for 5 weeks. Honestly, I hate new, non-experienced teacher to teach me my favourite subject. But to my thoughts, she is also having a hard time to teach us as she is still learning and she is seemed quite nervous about it. I didn't blame, how surprised! ESL, debate discussion, BORING! Nothing to talk about it. Science, Ms. A again, complaining by our top student, Cherry. She is always complaining this and that but morally, I didn't agree with her as Ms. A is still learning to become a better teacher. She is still LEARNING! UNDERSTAND?? And I know that doesn't feel so good.

During my second break class, I saw Mr. Mix again. He had a serious black circle and he seemed like ill, skinny and exhausted. He told me that he slept at 4a.m last night. Well, so what?! Just go to bed earlier? Well, I didn't know why I felt so happy to talk to him although our conversation was short. I still trust myself deeply that I love another boy who doesn't love me tough. It is quite sad to talk about it but still, I will not change my mind. 

Soo Jin, can you please come to school tomorrow? Please? T.T I hate the feeling of loneliness, I will get depressed and you know that I don't like to be depressed.. Haha.. Actually tomorrow is our activity day but it has postponed to this Friday due to it will be raining tomorrow. Thus, this Friday is Karina's birthday! I will try to think a trick on her.XD Apologize for not writing in my blog as she knows my blog address and I don't wish that she knows what is my plan...hehe..^^

So that's all for tonight. I am so tired and I want to go to bed earlier although there is no different.^^ Goodnight then^^

(=.=)The Start of the Study Week(=.=)

Hughhh..It is Monday again and it is the most thing I ever hate in my life. Anyway, I really have forgotten about updating my blog. However, there is nothing special thing happens today and it is same as usual. Surprisingly, I am so glad that today is same as usual. THANKS GOD!!! I LOVE YOU!!

Well, I found out that Soo Jin is having a serious flu that her voice sound like a duck quacking during my 1st line class. She sounds quite weird but I still feeling sorry to her as I know that it is really difficult when I went through my flu last time. How about my Business Class? Same comment: DAMN BORING LIKE HELL! I still don't understand why it is a compulsory subject that we need to take. During my break time, I discussed the surprise farewell party for Soo Jin with Do Youn which made me feel like crying. Honestly, I am really not willing to let her transfer to another school where is quite far away from city. She is my best friend ever in Taylors College and also my best Korean Teacher. I just want to give her the best farewell party she never had in her life.

Well, I had a really strange feeling today as when I am trying to find SOMEBODY I know around the place where we always stay after we had our lunch by looking around. Finally, I found out that he was just sitting opposite me and working hard in his Maths. I suddenly crushed by his look when he is concentrating in his work. In my memory, the very first time I saw him, I felt that he is quite cute and charming when he smiled although his height is not so STANDARD among boys..XD He is a mix(Korean&Chinese) and he is able to communicate with me as i am still a beginner in Korean(^.^)I was really crazy about Korean boys and I felt like I fell in love with him..haha... But between me and him, there is no POSSIBLE.^^

During my last line, I had my Science mini test on DNA structure and actually it is not that difficult but I did something really stupid that I have messed up the protein name which I didn't remember now with the word "ECODOMINANT PROTEIN" which is totally WRONG!!! OMG~

After I put all my stuffs in my locker, I went back to hostel on my own but having a call from Aik on my way back..Haha..I am really happy for her as she told me that she found her an apartment for next year. Everything was usual until I made a decision of going out to take away the Nando's but we bought 2 sushi rolls and Crispy Cream for our dinner..XD 

When we were having our dinner, I went to Facebook to look around and I found out that the one who I tend to love with, had a bunch of new photos and it was quite obvious that he is having another new girlfriend again. Guess what? As usual, I just happy to see him having a new lover but I knew, deep in my heart, my heart is bleeding with the cuts all around it. However, between me and him there is also just IMPOSSIBLE, so the decision that I had make long time ago is, I decided to still loving him and watching him living happily all the time^^ I think that is the best thing that I can do for him.

Well, I think that's all for tonight as I need to be away to do my stretching exercise^^ So, I will still trying to update my blog everyday as a habit..^^

Good luck everybody!^^

我会加油，因为我知道我不想输！加油，加油，加油～～(^.~) 

~The Second-first Blog~

Well,this is my second-first blog^^WHY?!! This is because I did create a blog before but I don't even go and write on it. However, I create a new blog for myself to record every single thing that happens in my life no matter where am I.. Today is 5th of September, Saturday, I stay at my stupid, PRISON like hostel for whole day, replying comments at Friendster and playing Maple for just like 30 minutes. Today for me is really BORDED LIKE HELL! But I am still alright for it because at least I  still have a friend who accompany me in her room.I am so lucky to have a friend like her. This is because I  feel like I can still have the feelings of home although I am far apart from where I call HOME..

When I was alone staring at my Mac and my best friend is having her nap, I had thought many things that I lost during my past few years. I lost my friends, I lost my happiness, I lost my trust towards all my friends. That feeling is really sucks! I miss all my friends at Sibu deadly but I myself didn't even have time to contact them. Guys, I miss our school, I miss our memories, I miss my home! Melbourne is where I have a lots of suffering since the very first second that I arrived here. I miss my parents a lot, I wish I had never decide to come to Melbourne. To me, I have been here in Melbourne for 9 months long and I had get use of my lifestyle here. At least I have no too much problems that I can't settle at the moment.

The thing is, my best friend, Soo Jin, who is a Korean Girl I met in Melbourne, is going to transfer to another Government School for her own future as she doesn't like our recent school after this coming holiday. It is quite sad for me as if she gone, I will be really alone. So, the day she goes later, I can bet that I will cry like HELL. I am sure that I will miss her so much!

Well,that's all for today^^ I will be back..Oh ya, I forget to mention about the SUPER JUNIOR from Korea. I really LOVE THEM!!!XD